Tag: Love

When mankind depends on their governments and leaders, they sin against God

When mankind depends on their governments and leaders, they sin against God.

When mankind depends on their governments and leaders, they sin against God

God plays second to know one, when we place our trust in others and not in God, there is a price to pay. Many will say one nation under God, but man has put himself above God. From The Chosen Ones By John Paul my lessons of life continue. . .enjoy.


God’s Children of the United States


Matt. 10.32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.

Rev. 3.5 He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment: and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels.

The more that I am able to fill my “Prayer Cup” the more of these supernatural events would always take place in my life with God. I had learned a long time ago that there are no such things as accidents or coincidences and as always whenever I talk to God my Father in Heaven things just keep on happening to me. Take for example this flag that I was told to make. Not only was I instructed to make this flag, but when I asked questions on how to make the flag, as always, the “Spirit of the Lord” answers me.

As I was watching the cable news network one day, Bill O’Reilly had a guest on his show. Bill was saying just how great America is when it comes to giving more than all the other counties of the world. His guest on this day was Ann Coulter who quickly interrupted Bill and tried to correct him by saying that it has been proven that it is the conservatives who are the ones that give more than the liberals who give. I got a chuckle out of that statement and I then said to myself, “No you’re both wrong, It is the “Christians” who always give more than all the others in the world.  I’m sure that God was listening to me as well, for He knew what I would be doing for Him in due time.

Soon the Christmas season began and I was once again watching the news, I began to see just how the “Christians” were always being targeted by groups both in our Government as well as by others. Satan always tries to separate us from God in our daily lives. I see this happening more and more with each passing year as I grow older. Then I also heard on another news station that even a politician in Washington wanted to try and change the saying from “One nation under God” to “One nation under Government” I wasn’t happy at all with this! As I continued to watch the news and all of the problems that is facing the world, my heart became very heavy, and then I heard a voice say to me, “Flag”. I then knowing what I had just heard that was whispered to me, and repeated the word “Flag?” Then the voice spoke again and said to me, “So that others will know I am their God and they are my Children” I knew that it was the one who had told me who His name is. I felt a rushing energy come over me and my mind started to jump into overdrive. Man has made himself the master of his own people, by using symbols to show all the people that they have the authority, as well as the power over everyone else to do as they well please. They are free to change the laws whenever it suits their own needs to take and keep their powers. Now it is God’s turn.

My wife was in the kitchen and I said to her, “Brenda, Do you want to hear a really great idea?” She said, “Oh no, a Glenn Beck moment, here comes the A.D.D. Let’s hear it.” I said, “Flag” just like I heard it. She looked at me with a blank look on her face wondering what I was talking about. As I began to explained it to her why a flag, my wife replied, “I like it!”

I soon went to bed but my mind could not slow down, I turned the light on the nightstand and I began to sketch out the design for this new flag. It was all happening so fast that I was already finished with the layout in less than a minute or two. At the top I had drawn two tablets to represent The Ten Commandments and God. I then erased them and said, “Spirit of the Lord” I need you to help me, show me what to put at the top of this Flag that would best represent God.  Show me so that I’ll know it is you that is speaking to me and that this is what it is that you want me to do.”

The very next morning, when I awoke, I went out to my office to make a few phone calls and to ask for some help with the eagle artwork for this new flag design.  I went to another PC in my office to start learning how to use some of the software tools that I had never used before. I also had a few other things that I needed to get done having my own small business.

After work while my wife and I were sitting eating in the dining room while the Fox News station was on in the living room, Glenn Beck came on, as I was eating in the dining room,  I overheard Glenn Beck saying . . . and this is the symbol that represents God and it is . . . I jumped from my chair and went over and stood in front of the T.V. and there it was, Glen Beck was now showing his audiences a flag with The Burning Bush on it for me and for millions of others to be a witnessed too. Now that I knew what was missing for the top of God’s Flag I went and started designing a beautiful Burning Bush, and then the Sword which is to represent God’s Word. I continued working with the software tools until it was ready to show the world. As for the Eagle, after running into a few dead ends, I then asked God once more for His help. Within just a few seconds the “Spirit of the Lord” took over and I now had the Eagle for the center of the flag. This new flag says all that needs to be said about how I feel about God and who I am as a Child of God. Never to be afraid, or to be ashamed to let the world know that God will Always be first and Above All.


This Flag does NOT belong to any other “Religion” “Church” or “Organization”, it belongs to God’s Children. We are a way of life that God our Father has commanded that we shall live by who follow Him. This is why we are called . . .

“God’s Children of the United States”


     God Answers to no man for He is Above All.

Without “God” First and Above All, You never will be Free.

After I had finished designing the flag as I was instructed to do, I then decided to see what it would look like in “White” I call this flag the “Battle Flag of Armageddon” Flag.



Because “The Spirit of the Lord” had instructed me how to design the flag, I then took the symbols from the very top of the flag which represents God and the Word of God and use them on just about everything else that I could find a use to show everyone. I even made a flag for a Hebrew friend who I had met that is also a Child of God and because he is Hebrew and God’s first chosen people, he has a flag that is can use and call. . .


“God’s Children of Israel”

          When the Lord speaks to me, I always listen and do as I am instructed to do. I am not ashamed nor will I ever be afraid like so many others are to let the world know that God is still and will always be “First and Above All” in my personal life.

          I have even made many other items which contain the symbol of God and the Word of God on them. This is my gift of Love to God my Father in Heaven for all of the things that He has done for me throughout my life. 

          He is always right, when I was told that these are the days like unto Sodom and Gomorrah, the world has forgotten who their first Love should be and that the world no longer Trust in Him or Believes in Him. In many ways I do feel much like Lot, Moses and Noah. People still laugh at me and I can tell that they have lost their Faith and Love for God.  I am comforted in knowing that I am in great company with all the others that are now in Heaven.

I’ve come to give Hope where there is no Hope, I’ve come to give Peace where there is no Peace, I’ve come to give Love where there is no Love.

I’ve come to give Hope where there is no Hope, I’ve come to give Peace where there is no Peace, I’ve come to give Love where there is no Love..

I’ve come to give Hope where there is no Hope, I’ve come to give Peace where there is no Peace, I’ve come to give Love where there is no Love.

Not that it seems, but rather it is true that They, The Holy Ones, know everything that is in your heart. A humans heart always tells the truth, and The Spirit of the Lord knows what you are feeling.  Love is the greatest gift ever given to any human, its how you use it that determines who are God’s true Children. From The Chosen Ones by John Paul my lessons continue. . .enjoy.


I Am Always with You


John 14.16-18 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you forever;

Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you. I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.

Just like so many other times throughout my life, God is always with me, as well as with all those who love Him. One night like so many other nights, I went to bed for the evening. The only thing differently on this night was of what had that happened to me on this day. For what someone else had did to me was wrong and I was hurt for I was now heavy with sadness. I wasn’t angry at them for what they had done to me, because I know now why so many times humans will say or do things that they really didn’t mean at the time. I just wished that they would all just learn how to control what comes out of their mouths and learn to see with their hearts how special true love is and not just words. If people could just learn what the true meaning of God is and what His love is all about, they would soon start to understand how they should learn to love one another. There are so many people that could be doing so much more with their lives if they would just take a little time each day and to learn how to help make a difference in another person’s life for the better.

At this point in time when my heart becomes heavy with sadness, I take what is left of my shattered broken heart and I find myself that quiet place where I can tell my Father in Heaven how much that I love Him and how much I want to be with Him in Heaven, for I give all that I am able to give towards helping others.

During the middle of this night, I was being woken ever so slowly from the deep sleep in which I was in by very gentle movements. At first when I had noticed that these movements were even taking place, I was slowly now becoming aware that my body was being moved. As I began to awaken just a little more, I noticed that it was my whole entire body that was being rolled over ever so slowly from my one side to my other side. As I continued to be rolled ever so slowly from this one side to my other side, I was becoming more aware that there was nothing that was even touching any parts of my body. There was not a single pressure point being applied to anywhere on my entire body. I was very relaxed and still, but now I was awake enough from my deep sleep to be aware of this unusual event that was now taking place.

Usually at this transaction point between sleep and awareness is when I would hear voices speaking to me or I would hear what it is that The Holy Ones want me to hear such as the answers to my questions that I had asked God. They always want me to be made aware of, or to show me something of great importance. I first took noticed that it wasn’t God or any of His Angels that where speaking to me as I have heard or seen them time and time again throughout my life. I felt my entire body being rolled over from my one side to my other side ever so very slowly. This event would take around five seconds for whoever it was to be able to move me from my left side and then back onto my backside.

Once I was on my backside, I was then rolled again back onto my left side. This I counted had taken place after I was made aware of Their presence and I had started counting for the ninth time now. At this point I was now fully awake, but I did not open my eyes just yet to see who it was that was moving me. I wanted to wait and see if I could figure how it was that They were even able to be doing this supernatural and powerful task. I could not feel any pressure being applied to any part of my body. What made this a very interesting event that was now taking place is that I weigh a little more than 250lbs. and for me to be turned over from side to side, without any pressure being applied or using a single once of my own energy really was showing me just how awesome and powerful this Spirit really is that is able to do this to me.

To better understand just how much power He has, He was moving me without any issues at all. To make this event even harder to be able to accomplish, I was not lying straight or flat on the bed. My left arm was bent with my left hand being between my pillows just next to my left ear. My head was on top of my pillows causing my head to be also lifted somewhat. My right leg was even bent with my knee facing upwards when I was on my backside. My other leg, being the left knee was also bent but just a little. The rest of my large body frame was also slightly bent at my waste area so not to be lying flat at all. I was more like in a partial sitting position. Being in this configuration would have made it impossible for any humans of great strength to be able to roll me from my left side and then roll me back onto my backside with my one knee being bent facing upwards.

This event went on time and time again. I wondered then after being rolled ever so gently these many times, what would I see when I would open my eyes to look. Would I see an Angel or would I see something else? After the eleventh time when I was then again rolled onto my back with my knee bent facing upward again, I finally decided that it was now time for me to open my eyes to see if I could see what it was that was moving me ever so slowly from my one side to the other.  When I opened my eyes to look and to see who it was that was doing this, there was not an Angel or any other visible Spirit to be seen next to me or anywhere within in my room with me, however I was still being rolled from my one side of my body to the other side.

Then I realized just who it was that was able to do this to me and why He was doing this. I knew then that this spirit could be no other known to all in Heaven and Earth, then the spirit whom I have become very close to throughout my many years. It was He, the one who had told me that His name and that I was to call Him by His name whenever I would need Him. It was “The Spirit of the Lord” and that He was the one that was doing this supernatural event to me. But why was He doing this to me? Then I realized that God heard me and saw what had just happened to me and saw that my heart was once again very heavy with sadness when I went to sleep.

Once that I had realized that it was Him, and that He was here within Me to comfort Me, I smiled and said to Him who has this power like no other spirit, “I love you Spirit of the Lord”, I then said, “I Love Father in Heaven, I Love you Jesus my Lord and Savior, and I Love you Guardian Angel. I then at this point now being filled with joy, happiness and love, changed my entire body position so that I was now lying on my stomach and I soon as I had done this I fell asleep feeling a great peace and comfort knowing that even thou the world tries to hurt me, they cannot for God my Father is always within me comforting me.

  Such Power, Just as the Bible said, I know where the “Spirit of the Lord” dwells. Many people get themselves very confused when it comes to the Trinity. God the Father, His son Jesus, and the Spirit of the Lord, are all one in spirit. Jesus never said that He is God the Father, and when Jesus prayed, He only prayed to God the Father, When Jesus was on the cross, He cried out to His Father in Heaven, When Jesus left us to be with the Father, He said that He will send us the Comforter. Who is the Comforter? (Matt. 12.3) to deny Him is to Deny God’s Spirit which means that the number one rule has been broken. This is why God had left the Temple which was in the Holy of Holies, His Holy Place and now He dwells in the hearts and souls of all them who love Him.

We all become as one with God, for we are now the true Children of God. God allows His spirit which is the “Spirit of the Lord” to do many great works through those of us who God has Chosen. Everything begins with simple pure Love.  When you learn to be able to Love God and to give it all to Him, then you will be able to do many great works just as any of the greatest prophets who had ever lived or where ever written about.



This is the greatest Prophecy ever fulfilled and most are not even aware of it.

This is the greatest Prophecy ever fulfilled and most are not even aware of it..

How prayers are answered by God and why they are answered.

How prayers are answered by God and why they are answered..

How prayers are answered by God and why they are answered.


More Prayers Answered


Matt. 6.8 Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him

Matt. 7.7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

John 14.13-15 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it. If ye love me, keep my commandments.

What takes place that makes a prayer to be answered and how do they happen? This happened to me back in June 2010, when things weren’t still going so well due to the economy that our nation is in. I only had just a few hundred dollars left in my business checking account to pay for all of my bills for the month. I was also thinking of the other people that I had tried so hard to care for that now my so called “Joy” was starting to slip away from me once again. Life itself always has a way of bringing you down when you start to look at life with all of the problems that we humans are faced with in our lives each day. But as soon as I begin to notice what is about to come my way again, I would go back to the beginning of what I already knew and that always works, and what it is that I must do in these times of trouble. A lifetime of knowing and seeing how the Shadow Demons work, I would find myself a quiet place and ask God for His help and guidance, keeping in mind that I must be assured that I was following the rules that I have learned throughout my life. God has taught me that spending only thirty minutes minimum each day, talking to God as I have said, will only keep the “Prayer Cup” from emptying, and that is only if there is already water in it. If the “Prayer Cup is already emptied, then it will take sometimes a few days, weeks, or even months before a Miracle would take place. This is why it is always of the upmost importance to spend as much time as you can each day with God. The more prayers that you are able to say and the more you are able to love others, the more that your “Prayer Cup” will remain filled, and the faster that life’s problems will soon be corrected.

I started with the words that God had spoken to me many years ago once again. I would say, God you said, “Love Me, Believe in Me, Trust Me.”, then saying the prayer that I was instructed to say that I was given, I started my prayer with the words that Heaven had taught me, saying, “Spirit of the Lord, Guardian Angel, In the name of Jesus my Lord and Savior, I pray unto my Father in Heaven. I would go to God and pray because it was always the one thing that I knew that I had total control over and that was being able to love Him. Prayers that come from deep within my own heart, this is the kind of Love that a Loving person gives unto His Loving Father in Heaven. After praying for those to whom I love, I reminded God to always Love me, forgive me take care of me with guidance all the days of my life. After I had finished, I then said the “Our Father” and I thank Him. When I had finished with my praying, I then went out to run my errands for the day.

While I was out and about, I stopped at a local gas station next to the University here in town. As I was refueling my oversized scooter, I was in a deep thought about life and how people are just so busy that they have forgotten just how to show kindness towards other strangers that they meet. Just a simple smile, a hello, or some other act of kindness that would bring so much more joy into another person’s life is what we all should be doing more of these days.

As I was finishing with my refueling, I heard a young child’s voice calling out very loud “Hi”. . . “Hi” I stopped and then I started to look around the gas station pumps but there was nobody near me that I could see calling out. Again, I heard this young child voice calling out in a loud voice once more saying, “Hi, Hi, over here.” I walked over to the next aisle and two just pumps forward from where I was at on the opposite side, I saw standing this little girl waving her arm at me with a big smile on her face. “Hi how are you?” she asked me. I said to her with a big smile, “I’m fine, how are you doing little girl?”, as I was waving back to her, she said, “I’m fine.” She was standing up on top of the driver’s seat of the van with the window rolled half way down and her little hand was on the top of the window with her head trying to poke half way out. Then that tingling hit me again just like it had so many other times before. I started to laugh for she was so cute, as she tried to talk to me. My heart felt light and the Joy had also returned back to me once more.

When I had reached home, the first thing that I did was stop at the top of my driveway to check the mailbox. When I went to get the mail, the first things that I saw was a check in there for me. I was very surprised that I had even received any checks, for I was not aware that any companies had purchased anything or owed me any money. As I entered in to the house I told my wife, “We got some Angel money in today from Joe.” She said, “How much do you think it’s for? My reply to her was, “I’d be happy with just six hundred.” Actually, when I had opened the envelope, it was over three thousand. Don’t ask me why it was for so much, because I really didn’t know why myself. I made it a point to thank God, for answering my prayers. I never did ask for this money from God, but He already knew what I needed help with. I would have been just as thankful for some more business to come my way, and it did, that following week. It was like the flood gates were just opened again.

So you see, like clockwork there’s a definite pattern that always takes place each and every time. Is it just me, or does this happen to others as well? If I prayed to win a million dollars, I already know that it will never happen. God gives us what we have a need for, and not what we want. I know that when we receive too much of anything in life that we then find ourselves doing much like the wealthy do and all of the so called famous people, and that is that sinners begin to feel that they no longer have a need for God as much as they ought to in their own lives. People really don’t try hard enough when it comes to seeking God for His help. Humans have a way of forgetting who their first love should be and this is how they soon begin to let their own “ego” get in the way of depending on God our Father in Heaven for His help. That old saving, “out of sight, out of mind” takes over and busy life keeps them from ever finding a reason to find God.

       Interesting how trials and tribulations will still come our way throughout our lifetime. Just because that your “Prayer Cup” is in the light does not mean that Satan will not try and to pull you out of the light into his darkness. He will use all that he is allowed to use just as he had done so to Job that is written in the Bible. Your world will fall around you, however as long as you stay in the light, Satan, death not even the Shadow Demons will be able to take you away from God.

          Being able to live the life that I am now being able to live is truly a testimony unto God. Having my small business, I have learned to depend on God more than most other humans will ever have the chance or experience to be able to do. For over twelve years now, I never have any idea just how I am going to be able to pay for any of my bills that are coming in each week or even the next month. I do know that as long as I keep my “Prayer Cup” filled each day, that God will not forsake His Children. I depend on Him every day for my existence. Until the day comes for others to learn how to “let go” and to be able to trust in Him, they will never be able to begin to grow closer to God or to begin to experience God’s Love that He has for us humans.

          For me, a true “Prayer” is when it comes from my heart when I am communicating to God. This is how I keep my “Prayer Cup” filled. To keep it from draining it is just as important to be able to help others with love seeking nothing in return. Keep in mind that “Prayers” are for the things that are needed that have been requested and made known to God. Whereas, “Miracles” are for all the things that we have let happened, that we now need God to correct.  

What I have learned from being Human, The Chosen Ones By John Paul

What I have learned from being Human, The Chosen Ones By John Paul.

What I have learned from being Human, The Chosen Ones By John Paul


A few more Lessons about Life. . .

            This day was a down day for me. Seems, humans just love it when they can take, take, take, and when you can’t give them any more, they will begin to treat you like your dirt and everything is your fault.  Anyway, I sat in my office doing my tax paper work, and while I was doing this, I was talking to God and letting Him know how I was feeling and what my thoughts were. I said to God my Father, “No matter how much or how many people will hurt me in this life, I will never stop caring nor trying to love them. This is who I am and this is the gift that you have given to me.

The next day after taking my wife Brenda to work early in morning, I decided without really knowing why I was even doing this, that I would take a drive out to see which movies were playing at the movie theater just outside of our town. I was thinking of maybe taking the day off from my usual lap swim due to a cut that I had acquired while swimming with another swimming that had poor eyesight.  As I was heading towards the shopping area, I was thinking about how much I like the movies. Being that the time was only 6:45AM and that nobody else was even out near the shopping area so early. I pulled up to the front of the building. I was looking at the outside shows that were listed up on the wall, just about then, I heard someone knocking on my passenger side window behind me. Being very surprised more than anything else, I turned around to face the passenger side window and there was this elderly woman who was now signaling me to please row down the side passage window. Looking at her, I would say that she was at least in her eighties if not more. Thinking to myself, where did this lady come from and how was she able to find me out here sitting all alone in the shopping area, being that I am the only other vehicle within sight.

She asked if I could help her and I said, “Sure, what can I do for you?” She said that she was lost and wanted to know if I had a cellphone and if she could see it. “Sure”, I replied. She then said to me, “Wait right here,” as she walked back towards her car that was parked next to mine. I was wondering where did this eighty some year old woman come from, it happened so fast. She then returned back and gave me a number for me to call for her.  I then gave her the phone and she left her friend a message that she would be running a little late. After she got off the phone, she then asked me if I knew where the Wal-Mart store was. I said to her,“ I’m heading that way why don’t you just follow me.” She smiled and said, “You know, you’re a real Angel”  . . . . I just smiled back at her, if she only knew.

She then followed me in her car back onto the highway toward Wal-Mart. Good things like this when they happen always helps me to remember why I was given this gift of love from God. It’s like my batteries have just been recharged once more because of a simple act of kindness and love towards another human who was in need of help.

As for God, They always know what and how to make me aware of “Their” presence and how to heal the sadness that is in my heart. Every time, and all the time!

        This is how we as humans are to learn how and why we are to heal the heart so that our “Prayer Cup” will not drain so fast on us. The more that we will learn to be able to love and help others, the more we humans will begin to learn the secrets to what is pleasing to God our Father.

I met a very nice young lady who I would soon learned was an Atheist. Not understanding what makes a person an Atheist, I started to ask her questions. My first question before ever learning that she was even an Atheist was when I asked her, “Do you or don’t you believe in God?” I always enjoy getting people to start thinking with questions.  She was nice enough at the time to tell me that because of something that had happened to her in her life that God didn’t answer her prayer, so she stopped believing in God. I didn’t want to know what her prayer was about, but now I was even more interested in understanding just how she had prayed.

The next time that I saw her I asked her, “When you prayed was it because you have tried everything else before praying, or did you just start praying when you couldn’t think of anyone else that would be able to help you?” She tried to avoid giving me the true answer, so I then said to her, “If you didn’t follow the rules, and you then went to God as a your last resort for His help, this could be why your prayers weren’t answered” At this point she again walked off because she didn’t want to discuss this issue any more with me. I didn’t want to pry, so I left the issue alone for a few more days.

The next time that I saw her she told me to watch some recording of a certain comedian who also doesn’t believe in a God. She then proceeded to tell me that when you’re dead you’re dead, just like what I have heard time and time before from so many others. People when they don’t know what the real answers are, they come to the conclusion that God must not be real. This causes these people to lose that Hope of ever finding that God does exist. So I replied saying to her, “So what you’re telling me that if there are people in Africa that are starving what difference does it matter and why should anybody care that they are going to die. They will not have to suffer any longer, and as for all the babies and children, what lost then is there if they all too shall die? They will no longer feel pain or suffer any longer.”

She then said to me, “That’s so mean. How can you say that?”  I said, “No, “That’s what you’re trying to tell me. If the afterlife does not matter or exist then why should life matter?” I did this to challenge her to think what she was saying. A few days later when I was able to ask her more questions, I could tell that she was doing everything now to avoid me. However I did get another chance to challenge her and to challenge her beliefs.

The next time that I was able to see her, I said to her, “I know that you’re a very smart individual and that you like to have proof to back everything up.” For she had made it a point to tell me that she is studying to be an ultrasound technician and that she is a very logical person who always needs proof. She then looked at me as I asked her a question wondering what I was up to now. I then proceeded with this question to her, “What does true love look like?” She thought about it for a few seconds, which was a good sign and then after thinking about it she had the answer and replied back to me, “You can’t see love.” I then asked her, “Where do you find love?” Again she thought about again being careful not to fall into any traps and replied, “It’s everywhere not in any specific place.” I then asked her, “How do you know that it is love when you do find it?” She said, “You just know, Love is everywhere and you can’t see it, but you can feel it”, I then asked her again, giving her another chance to change any of her answers “Are you sure?” I asked. She then replied, “Yea, I’m sure.”

I then said to her, “What you have just done was managed to describe God, and you said that He doesn’t exist. At this point I could see the angry look on her face was starting to come out. I then said, “If you are correct, then there is no such thing as Love, and if there is no such thing as Love, there is no such thing as God. And if there is no such thing as Love how can there be hatred in the world as well?” I knew that she could not handle my logic and she turned and walked away from me without saying another word.

Just about two days later, while as I was with another friend swimming and while we were both talking, he told me if I had heard that this same young ladies boyfriend who had just broken up with her the day before. It turns out that this just so happened to be about the exact same day that I was asking her these questions about love.

For the next few weeks I did not see her again but for a few moments only in passing, when she knew that I was anywhere near, she would do the disappearing act on me as fast as she could. One day I just so happened to run into her, she immediately turned her back towards me and then told me while looking the other way that if I didn’t leave her alone that she was going to file a complaint against me for harassment. She told me to keep all my stories and dreams to myself and for me to stay away from her.

I wonder if she’ll ever know what the true meaning of love really is. God gives all of us opportunities throughout our lives. I can only pray that she doesn’t stay in the ocean with the sharks too long and finds God and her salvation before it’s too late for her.

      I’m not upset or angry in the least with them for the way that they had treated me. In fact, my heart feels sad when people stop communicating or when they close the door on seeking God or the truth. You can tell that it is eating away at them because of the anger that comes out of those who are not one of God’s Children. I think about Judas, after what he had did to Jesus, Satan caused Judas to hang himself, Judas was so filled with blindness that Satan didn’t give him the chance to be able to repent. So now you can better understand that this is what happens when a human is not in the light and is lost.

You don’t know God until you have become one with His Spirit.

You don’t know God until you have become one with His Spirit..